I just cant believe

I just cant believe
all the shit I have gone through
all the things that have happened
and how I tried to blame you

all the stupid things I did
how I wanted to die
how ever since you left
all I did was cry

love is so confusing something I dont understand
a treasure that god gave us
to spread upon the land

I know I care alot
sometimes I feel like I dont
I want to stop loving you
but I know that I wont

I know the love you had for me
was true and very deep
you didn't want just sex
you'd rather watch me sleep

wherever you are
know my love is still true
but you didn't cheat on me
and I cheated on you.

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