It almost doesn't feel real
Sometimes I wonder if I'm alive
And as my wrists is bleeding
I know I'm still alive
All I wanted was someones approval
I almost had yours
But I lost it, along with you completely
You would scream at me
But go ahead and scream at me
Because you wouldn't be the first or the last
If only you knew what I've gone through
Maybe you would understand me
Understand why I'm the way I am
I would ask you to stay with me
Stay with me just one last time
Thats all I'm asking
Its almost like I need you
I would like to say I love you
But I know I couldn't say that
So please just stay with me
You picked me up when I was the most vulnerable
When I was at my worst
You made me feel this feeling I haven't felt in a long time
The feeling was Love
But you dropped me as fast as you picked me up
I want to show you how I really am
But its hard
Not just for me
But for you two
If you knew
All I wanted was someone to understand
Someone to be there for me
Every single time someone said they care
They always leave me
I thought you were different
But time only showed me the truth
It only showed me what a cold hearted
Cheater you really are!
