How could this be?

Why do i feel lke the world is colliding
and your not there to hold me
and save me
from passing
your some where else
doing who knows what
all i know
is that your not hear with me
holding me
kissing me
telling me it will be alrite

I love Jesse
I really think i found the right guy for me
But he's not hear with me
He's somewhere else
Doing who knows what
I'm hurting deaply
He really got to my heart
But I wish he could understand that he made the first big step
I might have to make the last
I'm afraid to
Because it would kill me.