It hurts so much

When our eyes met that day
i thought you were going to stay
we went walking for a while
which made both of us smile
now that you are not here
that is my biggest fear
I'm so sad that i needed a beer wanting it to last for the year
i regret the words that came out wrong
wanting our love to be strong
now that you are not here with me
i knew then that you threw away the key
i need to feel your tender touch
that is why it hurts so much