Unexplainable curse

When I need you the most
is when you turn away
I can't go on like this
my life has been delayed

I waited for you
because you asked me to
but now it's in the past
I just wish I knew

it's time again for change
but I don't think I'm ready
everything's okay now
my life is finally steady

but I know life must go on
and I know that it won't wait
I'll just have to step up
before it is too late

the leaves have begun to change
the clock is ticking fast
I'm not ready to move on
but I'm so sick of the past

my life is like a riddle
that I just can't break
my dreams are trapped in an hour glass
and it's almost time to wake

I've always hated reality
it just makes everything worse
but this spell is bound to break
someday you'll lift this curse