My Greatest Fear

How can I not think about it when it's constantly in my face
I'm hearing about her maybe pregnancy every single day
I can't help but to think about it when it stays on my mind
You having a baby on the way? it all has to be a lie
Don't know how to react to the situation at hand
Seems selfish to be mad cos you ain't my man
But when you think about it, it seems selfish to feel anything
I'm in your life as just a friend so my feelings mean nothing
It's hard to except that you've really moved on
It all seems to show since we don't talk at all
It's OK in a way because I've moved on too
But a girl preggy with your baby is unbelievable
Another chick playing wifey and there's nothing else to say
Because you fell in too deep with a female who play
The more that I write the more it runs through my head
That this shit may be for real and to you I'll be dead
And I wonder if you even have a fear of losing me
If you thought of what would happen to use if she do have your baby
At first I thought it good for this to happen to you
But now that I think about it I don't want it to be true
Shed a few tears but not so sure of what for
Don't want yo cry no waterfall if the rumors aren't for sure
But just the thought of it brings tears to my eyes
And I try to wipe them away but my feelings are hard to hide
How could you let this happen, knowing I wanted to be the one to have your child?
The first to have a family with you, but I don't want it anymore now
I can't even stand to look at you without letting it show on my face
Hope you know that what you did with her was a big mistake
And she already clings to you and pretty soon she won't let go
She'll be permanently in your life, a pimp and his ho
And when she pops out that baby and it looks like you
All memories will erase of me and you
So for the sake of my feelings, I hope it ain't true
Because my greatest fear of all is permanently losing you