I am all the things you really hate
and i hate myself because i know it's true,
and the only chance i ever got
was the chance to spend my life with you,
you gave your faith in me
only for me to let you down,
who thought the beginning could be the end
when i started to hang around,
how can i sleep at night
just wanna make things right,
cos i've done you all so much wrong,
how do you sleep at night,
i want to make it right,
where in this life do i belong?,
started out as just good friends
our doomed pathetic fate with no end,
and theres this wall that won't be moved
only a sweet infatuation that was approved,
another day of walking lies
all walking around with sleepless nights,
a frown upon their mind and brain
who bothers to try cos it's all the same,
and who believes in destiny
when it comes to a bloody end,
who said lovers could go back to being just good friends?
a ripened fruit with all the vibes
hardest thing was to say goodbye,
and as i walked away i saw you cry
who ever said it didn't hurt lied,
trying my best to move on
but its hard cos i've done so much wrong,
i believe in god
i believe in life
i believe in suicide so sweetly done
with such a blunt knife,
i am all the things i really hate
and its not cos of you that i hate myself
i know all the things i am
why am i this?
why did i let you go without one last kiss?
i am all the things you really hate
and i hate myself because i know it's true,
and the only chance i ever got
was the chance to spend my life with you,
how can i sleep at night
just wanna make things right,
cos i've done you all so much wrong,
how do you sleep at night,
i want to make it right,
where in this life do i belong?
another day of walking lies
all walking around with sleepless nights,
a frown upon their mind and brain
who bothers to try cos it's all the same,