I Still Want To Believe

I've always wanted to believe
that we were meant to be
we aren't together anymore
and I haven't forgotten one memory

it's getting hard to hold on
but letting go would hurt too much
I can't keep living without you
when I'm weak without your touch

I see you with her
and tears form in my eye
I can't fight them any longer
but I won't let you see me cry

you're holding her hand
like you used to hold mine
you're kissing her lips
while I pretend I'm fine

I don't want to miss you
I just want us to be together
the way I always thought
when you promised me forever

why can't you just love me
without you everything feels wrong
watching you holding her
I'm just pretending to be strong

I still want to believe
that it'll all be ok
and maybe someday you'll see
what you've thrown away