Present, Future, and Past,
Young and Naive,
Thought it would last.
All hopes were held high,
When thought it was love,
Opened my arms wide,
Closed it back up when found it was nothing but scrubs.
Who would of thought it was only a childish crush,
Now its with me forever,
The day you departed,
and sent me that Painful touch,
All the joy that was held inside,
was now emptied out,
with only painful words,
I could never confide.
I know that years have gone by,
Since the day you left,
but the still the thought of you, Remains in my head.
I still wonder why,
It was all good, we were doing just fine,
Til\' you left me to cry,
Leaving me alone, without even givin\' me a sign.
Still in my head,
I wonder if you will come back,
Back to my arms,
Where I could hold you in bed.
I think to myself,
I want to forget,
but no matter how hard i try,
I want to you to come back,
With the thought of regret.
Then i think about it,
I could only imagine,
You being happily married,
With a perfect life you thought would never happen.
What would of the future been like,
If you were still here,
Would we be divorced n e wayz,
Or be married, with a baby boy named Mike.
I need to stop thinking of what it was and what it could of been,
Today is my wedding day,
Gettin married to my soon to be wife,
With love that will always stay.
"...do you take Grace to be your lawful wedded wife in sickness and in health, good and bad,"
The word "Yes" was slippin out my mouth,
Even though Grace would have to mend a heart that was tore,
Then all of a sudden, my past love rams through the door....
~John~
To Be Continued......
This poem is also in the sad poems section thing....
