Everything Has Changed

I can't take this anymore
Look what you've done to me
I can hardly live day to day
This isn't how it should be

Or maybe it's self inflicted
And I'm making this what it's not
But I've been searching for happiness
And this isn't what I sought

I want your arms around me
I want to stab you with a knife
Don't you even realize
What's happened to my life?

I've lost so much without you
And gained so much with you here
But was it all worth while
At the expense of all these tears

You can't even look me in the eye
And answer these questions I ask
All of my answers lie behind
Your sullen, anonymous mask