Words from my heart

I don't know where to begin
i don't know where to start
I'm just going to write from my heart...
you are tearing yourself apart
don't do that over me
i know its not easy
but just believe me
your going to far into the dark
i know your heart
it wasn't always cold and hazy
you just became lazy
you let everyone at school ridicule you
they are the ones that have made you who you are today
inside you is more hate than i could ever explain
its more that anyone would think...
how will this make you gain?
you love pain
you have a passion for inflicting it
you want everything that you cant have
this is really starting to make me mad
i know your dad started it all
i know that no one but me accepted you
no one in school believed in you
i have seen you fall so many times
its something that i don't like to rewind
for some reason i keep you alive
maybe its because I'm one of the few who don't want you to die
you used to be a really nice guy
but you changed inside
you caused me pain with all your lies
but alot of the time...you were my place to hide
i Knew it would come
my ex best friend and boyfriend was going to run...
you shut out everyone but me
you told me your destiny
and how it was to be with me
but this you cant achieve
ill for the first time admit it to people other than you
i at one point was in love with you
but now i can no longer hide with you in your darkness...
you cannot pull me down again
i wont let you
I'm ready to fight you
good against evil
we Will see which one wins in the end