Only

I thought I was awake.
I thought I was aware.
But I was asleep.
I was lost in the black hole of my mind.
Somewhere silently searching for everything lost inside.
I was dreaming.
I saw images of you-more like pictures spread across the darkness of my mind.
I was falling.
Falling into my own little world into my own little lie.
To wither away in a heart of nothingness after time.
Average among the rest, but emotions spewing out like blood from a wound.
Eternally open until I see you.