She won't guess, if i don't tell

I guess i will pretend to be fine
like everything is just divine
she won't guess, if i don't tell
ill say everything is swell
ill lie and say I'm doing great
even though i am missing my soul mate
ill scream that i am over him
though my life is growing grim
but she won't guess, if i don't tell
on the past ill pretend not to dwell
ill use excuses for why i wont speak
not letting her know i am getting weak
ill lie and act like I'm not in deep
even though i cannot sleep
she won't guess, if i don't tell
i wont let her know how hard i fell
i can put on a show for a long time
ill never say what's really on my mind
i will just pretend that i moved on
never say that I'm in love with john

i won't let her know I'm not doing so well
because she won't guess, if i don't tell