Gone so fast

I wish all of this wouldn\\\'t have turned into one big mess.
Exhausted from fighting this,
all I want is for my head to rest.

Trying to do all this, I should have known in the end it would all be useless.

But, I must confess,
I\\\'m already missing you, all
Because you treated me with the up most respect.

You always had me smiling and giggling, You made me feel as if I were the best.

But, then again my ex made me put my love to the test.
And all this did was create problem\\\'s for me and you.

Now I sit here wondering what to do? I sit and think, I should have already knew.