You

You seem to be close
but far away at the same time

your close to my heart
but Ur not actually here

Ur not here to comfort me,
from my fears and tears

i keep thinking about you,
Ur always on my mind

i don't think the memories
will really ever fade

i seem to remember
the memories as if it was yesterday

i remember how it felt,
when u comforted me and held my hand

i remember how it felt,
when u were there for me

it was love,
love from the beginning

u were the first guy,
that i first truly ever loved

and i never wanted to see you leave

but maybe thats y
i love you and cant let you go.