Memories Revealed

Crying to stay alive
cutting wanting to die
laughing trying to fit in

im just trying to make it through another day

i cry at night when no one can see
im in more pain that you could ever know

no one can tell when im hurt
i try to cover it up with a couple giggles here and there
sometimes i wonder if he ever thinks about me
if he ever really loved me or if he just lied every time he said i love u to me
i lay in the bed we once shared
remembering all the times we once shared together
every night staying up until 5 in the morning just holding eachother when we were watching movies
remembering all those times at the races sitting there laughing and never wanting to leave
i remember that one night you promised to me..we would be together forever and a day
i wish you would have kept your promise so i wouldnt have gotten hurt
maybe i wouldnt be this way if only you would have kept your promise to stay.. with me forever and a day
forever and a day .. i will remember that
when im lying in my bed at night wearing ur sweatshirt and holding onto ur teddy bear u gave me so tight
i shed a tear for each memory i wish we still had together..
i want to tell you how i feel but tonite everything seems so real..
the cuts, the tears, the memories seem to become revealed..
something i loved quickly becomes something i hate
the person i once loved..forever n a day.. will be the only one from now until the day i die..
i promised u .....