12 Flippin Years!

**This goes to a certain somebody (she knows who she is) ...I've tried...but yet you seem to not care**

You know what?
Go ahead and throw this friendship away,
It was only 12 years,
I'm sure I won't be able to erase every single day...

But I'm sure you don't need me,
We've all acted like fools,
But it's time to frickin grow up,
I'm not a frickin tool...

There are times I don't know what to believe,
And that's OK,
Everyone has their doubts now and then,
It's part of life, just another day...

But that doesn't mean you can bash me or my family,
Ya, just because I'm going out and living my life,
Doesn't mean that you should hate me,
Do you really want me back to my old pain and strife?...

You really aren't happy for me,
When something in my life is going good,
You have to bring me right back down,
But all along...you've never really understood...

You were there for me when I needed you,
I have to admit that is true,
But what happened when i was down so low...
And I couldn't pick myself up? You had to have known,
That I needed someone there with me,
But I don't care, now I hope you see,
That once...I was your best friend,
...But what happened to "Friends to the end"....?

By: Knoxy

(C) Copyright Alana Knox 2005