Repeat The Cycle

Pushing and shoving on my heart
While my thoughts are slowly
Being ripped apart

I don't know whats going on
Inside your mind
But I know its taking a toll
On me this time

Whats so wrong
About being in love with me
I'm not sure I understand
Or that I will ever see

I'm here believing
With all that I have
Trying to figure out
How things got this bad

Wondering if its my fault
If I've done something wrong
Because I cant seem to convince you
With me is where you belong

It seemed like you missed me
While you were away
But your words
Are never actions
That you portray

Your voice has a tone
That chills straight
To the bone

Your touch is a confession
All in its self
And I've got the impression
Its not getting any better

Theres no way to escape this
Theres no way to let go
No way to forget the way I feel
Every single time we kiss

Seems like I've stuck around
Way more than my share
But theres not a second of my day
I don't wish you were there

One day my heart will be complete
One day this feeling
I will defeat
And maybe when I'm gone
You will see
I meant as much to you
As you mean to me

Come crawling back
Gravel at my feet
And then when the cycle ends
We can begin to repeat