Love won't allow me:

This secrecy yearning to be free,
like the dove and the angels wing.like a tear not wet yet dry, a feeling of not knowing what it is to cry. walking this earth in a bleeding daze, like a sweet tasting kiss from a traitors lip. you must know now that i never walked away, and sadly enough you will never see that day. to date someone is so much more than to kiss the tongue of a snake. lying, deceiving, lonely and cold, four of the words that describe you most. a promise of shiny silver, a determination to never make that song true, physical things even grown ups wont do. i told you that it wouldn't last but in the end you've just made me laugh. I cared so much, & all that you did only broke my own trust. Every morning i wake up i realize i didn't sleep, and i see now that every breath i take is just a sweet dream. when i said I'd never let go i realize now its like Rose in that boat. floating in the water holding your hand forever more, never letting go even in a death storm. i know what its like to think over and over again, and to once more loose more than a best friend. to walk on the safe side of the road, to know what its like to be called a ho*. realize this now, while destiny still has chance, love wont allow me to let go of my Jack.love wont allow me to watch you cry, love wont allow me to let you too die. love wont allow me to let this go un said, love wont allow you out of my head. love wont allow this to end here i see, love wont allow you to get rid of me. and finally no that i see love wont allow it to (NOT) be you and me.