Im angry

The hell with you! If you think I am not human!
The hell with you! If you think I shouldn't have feelings!
you think I shouldn't feel; you think I have no right!
but what can I say...I've lost way...I've lost my sight.

You think I have no morals so you continue with your life.
the hell with you! You don't even see my light!

You think It's disrespectful, the feelings I have for you.
but I'm only human, what can I do?!

You yell, "Stop or I will!" Like it's some kind of game.
You yell, "Stop it!" Like if I should be ashamed.

Okay...I'll stop! I wont speak anymore.
Does it matter? I never felt this way before.

So be it! I will let you go!
So be it! I don't want to know you anymore.

Yes, I'm angry! who do you think you are?
All high and mighty putting up your bars.

Don't pretend like I'm nobody because I know that I am!
Talking down to me like I shouldn't remember your name!

AWW...I want to hit you! How can you judge me?!
I feel so bad but you don't care enough to see.

Yes, I'm calmer now but I'm still angry.
You think you're so perfect! Obviously, you dint know me!

No! Really, I'm calmer now. Do you know why?
Does it matter, really, if I were to die?

So let it all go to hell!!! I'll pass away...eventually go.
But at least I'll die knowing, that I finally let you know.

****Okay once again...This was written for my monkey, my beloved friend and when I told him that I cared about him and that he mattered to me. He flipped out and yelled at me those words. You see, nobody had ever touched my heart the way he had. I think, at the time, I was in denial about the feelings I had for him. I think he could tell. You see, I was letting him know that he was important to me and even though I fell inlove with him I never told him.

Because of my situation he would remain my beloved friend.

That is why I wrote this poem and I gave it to him; all he could say was...WOW!