Heart broken by him

He now has another lover
I'm heart broken and can't recover
Did he even love me did he even care
Was he just tired me or just regret me not being physically there
Did he just feel sorry for me
Or were we truly meet to be
These questions have me feeling mixed emotions and have me confused
I feel forgotten and used
I feel like my love has been abused
I gave him a second chance but my heart was broken again
To many pieces I have to try and mend
What I'm I suppose to do
Sit around crying waiting for you
Well I'll get over it but for now I miss you I hate you and still love you