I have been there, actually there more times than I care to count. I really appreicate a poem like this, it means a lot to me. It reminds me of an anti-Suicide poem I wrote called Suicide through someone else's eyes. If you feel like it, check it out sometime. Either way great poem, keep it up, and stay strong.

-Tainted Mikochan

This has very strong emotion. I've been through this. Keep up the good work, your a great writer and stay strong!