Tired of Letting Go

I just wanted you to know,
That i gave up on letting go.
I was tired of pushing you away,
When i really just wanted you to stay.

I couldn't stand us being apart,
And pretending it wasnt breaking my heart.
I tried to hide the hurt and the crying,
But eventually i just stopped trying.

All i could ever think about was you,
And how i wished i could start over new.
All my hurt was starting to show,
And i knew that you needed to know.