I want to shut down,
I can't stand to feel this way anymore,
Lost and confused,
Its too hard, and I can't live my life this way,
Living everyday in question,
Wondering what the outcome will be,
How much longer we'll live this lie,
Denying what happened,
Me lying to my friends and family,
The secrets so hard to handle,
You understand,
Comfort me, and console me,
But how long will our relationship last with this secret hanging over us?
