Me and My Feelings

When I first met you I thought it was just a "crush".
I had no idea that I would end up falling for you.
I left you not knowing that I would regret that.
I ended up missing you so much.
I hated not being with you.
After time we got back up.
We were going to different schools.
Barely saw each other.
In the end we separated.
We kept talking like friends.
I met someone and you stayed single.
Everything was cool though.
I thought I liked my guy.
That was just a big fat lie.
This I realized when you got your girl.
I got mad when I found out that those lips were touching hers.
I thought about how you would be holding her instead of me.
Their is a big word to describe how I felt "jealous".
That's how I knew I still had feelings for you.
Theirs only one thing I want and that's you.
Even though your with her I'm going to reach for you.
If you are wondering why this is what I have to say.
At first it was just a "crush" but now its "I Love You".