I don't know how to say it any other way...
and i don't know how to show it again...
You don't look my way, and u don't seem to care...
You don't even remember everything we had...
and the future we talked about...
every night and day...
Last night...
I locked my heart forever...
You proved my point...
The fact that you never did care...
I am sorry for crying...
but God only knows...
That i was true...
I'll need you forever,
like i need air and water in my life...
The tears...
they just never stop...
Like air...i need u...
i love and want you...
I pray every night...
for the past to repeat it self...
to give me one more chance...
to prove to you that everything i did
was a huge mistake...
Understand me please..
you always did...
so what's wrong now?...
You and only You...
You make me cry...
the only guy in my life...
I ruin my life forever...
and i don't care about nothing anymore...
because i will never find my love...
every song and every poem...everything for you..
you're my hope and my dream...
you are everything i ever wished for...
All the words you said before...
are like rocks thrown in my face...
and why did you have to write the last goodbye e-mail...
why? u hit me w/ all your words?
you have to be by my side...you have to carry on...
but u chose empty dreams..
i love and i get jealous...but i still try to go on...
i stand in the middle of the fire...yet i am still cold...
you look makes me warm inside..
you need to be by my side...you need to forgive me...
but instead you chose empty dreams...
nothing in life is easy...
