Confused

You say you love me,
But you just think you could be.
You tell me to look you in your eyes.
You think I'm just full of lies.

Deep within my heart,
In the future I see us apart.
I don't want that to come true.
I'm trying everything that I can do.

I just want to know what you feel,
And if what you feel is real.
I may not be perfect,
But I try my best.

I want to be everything you want me to be.
I want this to be you and me.
My heart has been hurt bad before.
I don't want that to happen anymore.

I'm so tired of being here,
Wishing you were near.
My life is a big black hole.
It will always be like that till I get old.

I feel like nobody cares what I go through.
When I say I care about you, I really do.
My life is so complicated,
And sometimes my family makes me feel hated.

You may not understand, and that's okay.
But I really want you to stay....