I came across his Myspace one day and recognized him.. I decided to im him and I never knew that a few months later I would be in love. Whoa wait a minute...I just skipped a lot. Okay so lets get back to when I first imed him.
We talked and soon it grew into a friendship. Then, I didnt think anything of it except he was someone who gave me back my smile. After a couple months I saw him for the first time. We didnt talk or anything but trust me, I starred.
One day I was at my friends birthday party and I was talking to one of my friends about him. I didnt even realize it but when I was describing him I was describing everything I wanted in a guy. And out of no where I said \"I don\'t know how else to explain him...I just love him.\" And at that moment I finally realized what my heart was trying to tell me all along.
All of my friends thought he was a jerk and that I shouldn\'t like \"a guy like him.\" But I just couldnt help myself. Trust me, I\'ve had plenty of crushes in the past but this ...this was different.
Months passed and he was excatly the kind of guy I dreamed of. He was sweet, sensitive, funny, serious, caring, smart...And best of all he gave me advise to my problems. Whenever I needed help with a sticky situation he knew that something was up and he\'d try to help me out. But what he never knew is that he helped me more then he could possibly ever imagine.
After seeing him all over the place in one week I was talking to him and he knew something was wrong. Even over the computer he could tell something was the matter. I told him about my problem. About this guy I really liked but didnt like me back. He gave me his advise and told me to tell the guy how I felt. So...I did.
He was a little surprised but he never really seemed to hint that he liked me too. So I went on liking him anyways. Trying so hard to get over him, but for some reason never really succeeding. My friends tried to help me by telling me to move on but I just couldnt get the thought of him out of my head.
Then one day on of my best guy friends asked me out. Now heres a guy who really really likes me. I should\'ve jumped at the oppertunity to accept but all I could think about was that little itty bitty chance that he might like me. Well after I rejected my friend, another friend asked me out. I told him I only had my eyes on one guy.
Time has gone by and him and I have talked over the computer since the summer. We have become friends I guess. But I will always hope we could be more.
He should know who he is and if your reading this then I only have one thing to say...
I know that you probably don\'t like me but if thats the case then I just want to be really good friends. You have helped me through so much and I thank you. But the truth is... I think I love you and I may be wrong but I\'ll never know for sure...Thanks for giving me back my smile .... xoxo
Written by me...
True story that I had to get off my chest
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