My New years.. fears.. "06"

I dont know what to say,
iv already told my storys,
dreading new years day,
is one of my new worries,

from my so called some1 special,
i live across the street,
she leaves everyday,
wonder who shes gonna meet,

so on new years eve,
i am going out,
im not gonna watch her leave,
im a try and block her out,

new years is 4 lovers,
who hold eachother tight,
together spending time,
into the new years night,

i fear on new years day,
when i come back alone,
ill look across the street
and my baby still wont be home...

so now whos arms she in,
who'd she kiss at 12o'clock,
feel like caving that guys face in,
and ripping out his heart...

but i cant get mad at the fag,
for something she has done,
no matter what she does,
i still feel shes the one....

maybe i feel i cant replace her,
cuz she was my freak in bed,
she liked it anyway,
and gave the bombest he*d

but that is lust right there,
it is truely a sin,
hope god forgives me,
and still lets me in..........im coming soon