First Time in My Life

How could he love me, there always
some one much better
some one smarter and prettier
some one that isn't me

this life iv made mistakes, i know
yet you didn't care
you made me feel like it was alright
for once in my life

no i wont cry, on the outside,
anymore
you wont see me, cry
at least not tonight

i told you everything
i opened up to you, you didn't
abuse it like its a right
you used it as a privilege

and I'm thankful, say my prayers
everyday, that your apart of me
now i stand so strong, Ur arms around me so tight
finally everything feels alright

for once in my life, i can
breathe the air without a care
I'm not broken, deep inside anymore
but you still wont see the tears i cry

and no one will ever
know or think
is this the real me
or am i all make believe?

everything alright, now that your here
to fight away all my problems
just hold me tight, I'll feel safe
for the first time in my life