Torn Between the Past and the Present

Now your back,
after being gone so long.
We ended us before you left,
Even though nothing was wrong.
I still want you,
And I know you still wanted to be with me too,
But we ended us,
And I went nuts without you.
I know I still love you,
and that will never change.
But I think if we got back together,
things would not be the same.
And now I am with him,
and I don't really know why.
I guess because he was there for me,
When I used to cry.
You left the state,
Without telling me so.
It broke my heart,
But you had to go.
I loved you so much,
and then you were gone.
I did not want to,
but I had to move on.
I do not love him,
I am not going to lie.
And I still love you,
and for that I cry.
And now we have talked about the good times that passed.
You asked me to move in with you,
But we cannot begin in the past.
I love you so much,
Now I am torn between two,
Should I stay with him?
Or should I leave him for you?
I do not know what to do,
Or who I should choose.
He makes me happy,
But then so do you.
Now when I see you,
It feels so right.
I feel like I,
Still belong by your side.
He treats me so good,
But yet so do you.
How dare you do this,
And make me have to choose.
So now I got a man,
And you have a girl.
I wish that we,
Could just forget the world.
And yesterday,
For the very first time,
You told me you loved me,
And you would always be mine.
I am doing so wrong,
But everything feels so right.
Especially when,
You hold me all night.
I cant make myself love him,
Even though I try.
But I could not live with myself,
If I told him good-bye.
Maybe we should just give us time,
You stay with you girl,
And I will keep my man mine.
We have been through so much,
And been apart so long.
We can last through anything,
Even though for now we are done.
I still want to talk to you,
Like all of the time.
And I will still have crazy dreams,
That you are still mine.
And maybe one day,
Far, far from now.
We will get back together.
Some way some how.
So never forget me,
And remember our love.
And always remember,
Do not forget about us.