All of my pain

I thought i loved you
then i look at the thngs
you have done to me
to her she was my friend
i lost her over you
in the end i still love you
i dont know why
all you do is make me cry
i feel like i wanna die
in the end all of my problems
will be gone
this whole friendship
thing kills me
i try not to call you
then it becomes night and i am alone and sad
hearing your voice
makes me feel better
though when i put the phone
on the receiver
i begin to cry more
i think
i shouldnt have called you
then everynihgt
i pick up the phone
i call you the all of my pain
has been regained