Unashamed

Hidden in the corner with the darkened shadows
That represents my torn soul
Sitting alone
Cradling myself back and forth
The blade drops and the blood splashes
Reflects of my tears shinning on the once clear knife
Afraid to say what's hidden so deep
Afraid to let others know what I do
Hands shaken
And nightmares awaken
The sound of the knife hitting the solid ground
Rattles in my head
Standing up
I look into the mirror
To see a little lost girl too afraid to show what she has been through
Getting dizzier and weaker as the minutes fly by
Losing more and more blood each second
Dripping on the floor
Skin turning white
And eyes turning red
Slowly she falls back down to the darkened corner
And sits alone with tears in her eyes
Screams unheard
And scars of weakness
Blood unwanted
And a past never to be forgotten
Lost in the darkness
And trapped amongst the shadows
Eyes slowly closing
And last breath taken
There lies the body of the girl forgotten
With blood still falling
And scars to remain
I'm not ashamed of what I am
I'm a person who causes pain to myself
So when others cause pain to me
I know that I've felt worse...

I cut n have for years n ppl get on at me for it but basically I don't give a $hit, cutting saves my life. Without it calming me down I'd probably be dead. That's what ppl don't realize. Don't look at the fact that they're losing blood n harming themselves. Look at why... Please vote n comment. thanks.