Why?

Sometimes I wonder
How my love can be so strong
When you have left me here broken
Listening to sad love songs

I miss the way you use to hug me
You used to hold me close
But then I heard about your talk
From someone you told most

You told them almost everything
About how I loved you lots
Now youve left me standing
With my stomach tied in knots

I questioned you a whole bunch
And I sent a lot of mail
You took your time replying
You were slower than a snail

Now here I am confused
And I dont know what to do
Do I love you? Do I hate you?
These feelings are all so new

I have told my friends about you
They think that Im insane
To love you like I do right now
I cannot take this much pain

Should I just let you go
Or should I try to hold on
Should I try to get over you
You have played me like a pawn

Why does love have to
Be like this?
Why do you have to
Be someone I miss?

Youve made me feel so bad inside
Youve treated me like an old shoe
Yet, you dont even realize
That I am still in love with you