All at once

Staring at my self staring at a mirror talking to the person to the body i have been in for so long, talking to my soul, to my brain, to my heart

all at once

lots of chances lots of mistakes, been made by the one i trusted the most, by me. in moments where i saw my brain collapsing in the same time my heart loved and the same time my soul couldn't resist living.

all at once

wanna live and die. all at once wanna be and cry. all at once wanna show and hide. wanna say. all at once wanna love. again

*Note: this poem doesnt reflect myself*