I love you yes i do but i think about him when i am not thinking about you... i am never sure why but i always do.
I really love you i really do i but me lusting over him i cannot do this to you. I am with you all of my time but for some reason he called me right on time, we weren't together and i made time to talk to him about old times. I felt awful afterward i even made myself sick and cry... i do not think i love him but i know i love you ... i am not sure that at the end of time i will still think i didn't mess up a good time. I hope i can make this work me and you but i cannot take back the things i know or what really hurts you. If you really need to know he was my first and I guess thats why there is so much lust.
