If I could live in my mind, my love life would be so wonderful, I would never want for nothing, I would never be sad or lonely, I would breathe love and give love like people need food and water. I always thought I would be the best person for me because I know what I wanted and needed. I still think like that, even though I have come across some men who reminded me of me, I would think to myself, WOW he reminds me of me but when it came down to it, it was just a bad version of me.
If I were a male and I met me, I would wine me and dine me, I would should me how much I loved me and still yet give me the freedom that I need. Now not the kind of freedom that I could do ANYTHING that I wanted but the freedom to know that even though I love me and want me, but that I need my space too. There is nothing wrong with that, giving a person their freedom, to some aspect, (as long as they know how far their freedom reins). Now I am not saying what you are thinking, maybe I should say that I would give me freedom and I would respect me in all shapes and forms.
I would tell me that I love you, and show me everyday how much I do. I would wine me and dine, but also let me know that it is the little things that count the most. Is that crazy to think like that, or is it sad to think that no one thinks like that?
In the bedroom I would turn me out, I would ask me what is your desire, and I would tell and I would do, I would be passionate and gentle, touching me so softly and lovingly, I would also be freaky too, doing things that I would want to, I would bring the toys, and the joys.. It would be my intention every time to turn me out, have me begging for more, I would have me just wanting to be near, every time I would see me, I would want me to show me how much I need me.
I would be the Best friend that I could have, I wouldn't put limitations on what we would talk about, we would talk about every thing to old loves to bad relationships, to people we thought were cute, or attractive, our conversations would be like our love making uninhibited.
If I were me, I would know that I have a GEM of a woman, I would know that I have a loyal mate, someone who would treat me like I would treat them, I know I would have a woman who would respect me and never do me wrong. I know I would really have a TRUE diamond amongst all this ROUGH. I know I would have a loyal and loving woman that would give the shirt off her back to me, that can love me unconditionally with all my faults and still love me the same. I would know that I could count on me in any situation. Even when I have crazy ideas about things, I would never tell me that, that was stupid, I know I would give me advice but still have my back if I wanted pursue the things that I wanted to. I know I wouldn't let me quit my job for anything that wouldn't pan out, but like I said I know I would have my back. Smile.
I know that I would be seen for the real me that I am, a loving woman, who has a lot of love to give and is willing to be there and love the one that I am with. As long as I know I can feel comfortable and not feel judged by me (which I would never do) the sky is the limit.
I know I would love me to the fullest, we wouldn't even have to share words sometime, I could look at me and know how I was feeling, just a touch could do it sometimes to and I know that I would be alright. We would have a soul connection, we are soul-mates, our love would be strong and even through the rough times, which I am sure there will be, I know me, and I would still be there for me, because that is just how strong our love will be.
My love runs deep, and my passion fuels the fire. What good is it to have all that and not share it with me, I would be able to be open with me, even when I don't think that it is easy, and sometimes it may not be, even though sky is the limit, we are all still human and nothing is perfect. But I would understand me and give me time, so that I would be ready for those difficult times.
I would love me until death do us part, but still love me beyond death itself. I don't think no one could ever replace me.
But since I am not me I guess that I will just have to wait until someone can see the real me.
