Him

Does he realize he hurts me,
everytime he talks about her,
i love him so much it hurts,
i dont want to lose him but thats long gone,
he used to be my everything,

spent hours just laying next to him,
not talking,
not doing anything,
but loving him,

now thats all gone,
i have to face the facts,
but i still cant believe he said he loved me,
and i thought love was supposed to last,

his kisses felt different,
even his touch,
i wish i could have him back,
but i messed up,
my friends said he treated me like crap,

I wish i had one more chance,
even though ive had many,
this one i promise,
i will not mess up