I Thought

It's been four months,
Since we were together,
But it seems longer,
More like forever.
I thought I was finally,
Finally over you,
But guess what I find out,
It's not true.
I've been with other guys,
So I thought I moved on,
But why do I keep thinking,
About how you are gone?
I started to think,
And I realized this,
Though I liked those other guys,
It was you I wanted to be with.
I wish I could stop,
Just stop loving you,
So I wouldn't have to deal,
With all the hurt I'm going through.