I Am Nothing

I Am Nothing,
Ill-fitting And Never-There
I Am Nothing,
I Am Nevertheless,

**In Love With You**

I Am Nothing
Three letters spelling out your name
Everything
I'd ever imagine--
Everything I'd ever think about.-.
Every day I'd write it...[scrawling you]

I Am Nothing
I Am convincing myself
I Am Nothing to you
And it kills me
Over And Over
Every day

..Ill-fitting And Never-There..
In your mind/
Or in your heart/
Only in my dreams

{{This is how you make me feel}}
Grateful - for so many things..twists of fate that turned me to your path, introducing me to you
Envious - Jealousy is a term overused, not worthy of what I know I shouldn't feel - for those who know you better than I, that touch you every day..
Crushed - The weight of a thousand heartbreaks, what I carry every day, that a smile or a moment can lift {what a gift}
Elated - a word worthy to Heaven, elation - emotion gold, a fleeting moment, but treasured... What You Do To Me
Heartbroken - A term used in the heaviest of fashions, what you force me to carry each day.. [I try not to regret]

It's A Notion
(I often go through)
- I am almost nauseas
Whenever I see your car drive past me in the rain or in the sun..
[Flicking fumes of harsh reality almost every day]

I Am Nothing
I Am convincing myself
I Am Nothing to you
And it kills me
Over And Over
Every day

I Am Nicknamed
Yes, by you. {Yourself and your smile]
Lighthearted conversations we always seem to have
Laughter always seems to lead to tears
...I Am Numb
Is the best way to escape this runaway train,
Of my demise, my destructive infatuation
~*..Seems like a fairytale, twisted rags
And dirty hags triumph over the beauty princess..*~
That was never me

Distant memories of the things we said
And the ideas, the dreams to which they led
Butterflies causing storms within me
Fluttering a wave so great
..Every timE I think of you

This is colossal
It's A Notion
(I often go through)
- I am almost nauseas
Whenever I see your car drive past me in the rain or in the sun..
[Flicking fumes of harsh reality almost every day]
Elated - a word worthy to Heaven, elation - emotion gold, a fleeting moment, but treasured... What You Do To Me
Heartbroken - A term used in the heaviest of fashions, what you force me to carry each day.. [I try not to regret]

I Am Nothing,
Ill-fitting And Never-There
I Am Nothing,
I Am Nevertheless,

**In Love With You**