You looked into my eyes and told me baby please trust me I will always be here for you. I did believe you until the day where we had to say bye to each other. I lost everything I had. You were my everything. My rock to lean on when things didn't go right. My shoulder to cry on. My life! We didn't see each other for 6 months but talked every single night on the phone. Then you come to vist you take something that was so important to me. You then leave and I don't hear from you until weeks later. You act like everything's ok but really I'm so happy to hear from you I don't mention anything to you. We talk for hours. Then the next night I'm so anxious to get your phone call. Hours go by and still no phone call. I give up hope after 2 weeks of no talking. I meet a really wonderful guy who treats me so good. We are together for only a few days then someone calls you and tells you that I'm with someone else. You then call me and get it out of me slowly I cry and cry telling you I love you and always will but its just not possible for me and you to be with one another with you living so far away. You then say your going to come back I get all happy and you tell me the only reason your coming back is so that I am with you again. The next day I kind of knew you weren't going to call but then I hear your ring tone on my phone I jump to answer it and its you my heart is racing I'm so happy! You tell me you will be here in two days. The two days are up and I call you that day to see if your almost here but no answer. I call you later that night and you answer loud music playing in the back round I ask where are you at you say a party I hang up and cryed and cryed then decide to call you back and tell you I'm sorry for hanging up. I dial your number one ring then your voicemail you must have hit ignore. I'm so pist I then tell you I hate you and hang up. I haven' talked to you since. That has been 3 weeks now. The wonderful guy I have met has turned into not so wonderful. Nothings going right but 3 days ago I meet another guy reminds me so much of you I'm infatuated with him he makes me feel so right like I use too.I want everything to work out but then again as soon as everythings go right you IM me telling me you want to come back but there is nothing here for you since I am not in love with you anymore. You don't realize I'm in love with you I always will be but I'm young I need to move on so I don't IM you back. Then the other guy comes back into the picture and I now have 3 guys to choose from I like them all but have no idea what to do I want to be with each one but I know I can only have one.... what am I doing? I always imagined you and me forever growing old with one another but now I can't think at all.
