I dnt mean for it to b this way... I kno it's not ur fault for tha pain that was brought to me from tha past... I kno you shouldn't b tha one to pay for my pain... But i never meant for it to b this way.
I dnt wanna lose you, it's jzt so hard to trust, so hard to let go, so hard to let myself love again.
my feelings for you are strong... You treat me to go0d. i feel az thought i'm dreaming, this tihing we have is to0 go0d to b true. I dnt wanna lose you. I promise i'll try to change. Words dnt mean shyte, but actions mean more, and i will show you how i feel. Dnt go plz stay. i kno you dnt deserve this b/c of tha pain that was brought to me from my past. Your not him, i kno. but its so hard to let go... You say that you love me, those words, those words. So powerful, so strong, so meaningful, but yet pain that love will bring. I kno u dnt deserve this. Jzt give e a chance... A chance, with you i can take a chance.... I will need time to let go of tha pain from tha past. but when you walked into my life, you filled a hole that was in my heart. I thank you for understanding, and jzt listening. Like you were dropped into my life. my boo damn is this true.
