Fears

She loves me...Surely she loves me
But that voice in my head, it won't be silent
It whispers in my ear, telling me that "It's all lies,
She's toying with your heart, using feelings so violent."

"No," I scream back, "it can't be, it just can't.
She loves me, surely she loves me.
If something is different between us,
The fault must be mine, the culprit is me."

But no matter the reason, the feeling's still there.
That something has changed, that she's drifting
That I am unknowingly shoving her away.
This is my fear, fear that is gnawing.

Perhaps...I'm too clingy? Perhaps I need her, too much?
Is this what is doing it?
On the surface, nothing has changed
But subconsciously, a tiny feeling that I don't want to permit...

Maybe I'm losing it, and this is all in my head,
But if something is going wrong, her I won't blame
I wish she would tell me something, whether I'm wrong or I'm right
So I can get rid of uncertain feelings, and that voice no longer exclaim.