Torn

I hold her no more
The gash in my heart
Will fade, though the scar
Remains

I've got him now, but is it the same?
He's the only other one
Who makes me feel
The way she did in my heart

It still hurts like hell
When she speaks of another
Like she would die without them...
Even though I'm glad she's happy

I know I'll stay with him
We're already engaged
But if she were here, and she wanted me back...
I don't know what I feel anymore

Sometimes I wish
That I didn't feel at all
That I didn't have anyone
To tear my heart this way

I'm still crying, despite my smile...
I still love her...
But I have him...
And she wants another...