As i sit here and paint my face
Listening to lyrics booming across the room
Re-calling what you said the other day
Something was up, you lost your words
Its your fault you say but when your with me it always is my own
I didn't need this today
I needed your gentle touch
To know that I'm safe
After crying so much
She hit me and grabbed my throat
Then you sent me crying again
Coz this is too much
After nights of tears
The thought of your touch carried me on
Now you want to calm it
Where do i belong
I always thought i wasn't good enough
With you i seemed to fit
But i never seemed enough no matter what
And now you want to slow
This proves my thoughts are right
I am never good enough for anyone else
Not even myself
All the excuses under the sun
I don't want to live here anymore not for anyone
She hit me in the face
Then you tripped me on the floor
I don't know where i stand
Just give it time you say
Not anymore
