Not Knowing

How much longer to i have to go on pretending? pretending not to care about you, pretending that I do not love you. But I do, I love you and of this I know for sure. Your blue eyes, your brown hair, your sparkling personality? Can you blame me for falling for you? I want to become open with you...o how nice that would be. Maybe you would fall for me....oh how perfect that would be! When our eyes meet, I get chilly willys up and down my spine. Do you love me too? Will I ever know? or id it HER? Miss I am perfect cuz I am a dancer and actress and blah blah blah. I hate her. I cannot help it, when you fall in love, and then he likes HER what can you do? You wait and wait and wait....how much longer do i need to wait???

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--true poem bout what i am going through.