Past, Present, and Future

by April G   Jan 22, 2006


As i look in your eyes, i can see.
I can see the love, i can see the pain.
I can see why you held on and why you couldn't let go.

I hate myself for what i did,
what i did to hurt you so.
Yet you stayed true and you let me know,
that you weren't leaving, and didn't plan to go.

Though i know u forgave me and i know that you care.
I can't forgive myself for what I had done.
I sacrificed our love for something that was not true.
For someone who was wearing a mask.
one who played his part fullest.

I finally realized how you were tortured so.
And i just wanted you to know.

That the first time i saw you,
I was struck with something untouchable
Struck with something meaningful.
I was struck with an everlasting love.
An everlasting soul.

The first time we touched Chills spread through my body.
I couldn't wait to feel this long awaited party.
As you touched me, i felt as if nothing could be better.
Wishing this moment last forever.

I dreamed,
I dreamed that we would be together.
I dreamed this never to cease
I dreamed that this tease would become a long awaited fantasy.

This is when i knew that there was no one better.
This is when i felt that you would be my long awaited love letter.
This is when i decided, that I would never leave you.

As i sit here thinking back,
to the first time I felt your touch.
To the first time I felt you lips.
To the first time I felt your love,
and the first time I felt your heart, beating right next to mine.
I think back and realize, you will always be my moon, my stars, my sun and snow.
You will always be my nightmare and my happy ending fairy tale,
that you will always be my rain and shine, where ever I'd go.

And once again, i just want you to know.
That i love you,
and that's the end of my show.

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