I need you

So long I've watched from the sidelines,
So long I've cherished your every word
Too long my heart's bee moving forward,
while time is holding still.

Why can't I tell you,
Why can't I explain,
I reason I feel all this love, and yet pain.
It doesn't make sense.
Why I feel this sensation
I need you more than ever.
Please, next time don't turn away.