Most people see me as a "REDNECK BILLY BAD ASS,"
But not you, you see me as an actual "LADY WITH CLASS"
When we are together it is like a dream come true,
Just promise me this,
You will never say "Babygirl, see ya we're through"
There is so many things that I really want to say,
But then all of my crazy emotions seem to get in the way
I know that you have promised over and over to wait
But I am scared to death that by then it may be too little too late
I know that I have hurt you by putting you through all of this shit,
I truely hate myself for being the one who delivered your tender heart that devistating hit.
Now all I know is no matter what I do
I can NEVER let go of you
I will tell you this though,
If you ever honestly want me to
feel free to let me know!!
Everything I have done lately has caused you such hurt,
I guess that is what happens when we fall in love instead of just flirt!
This pain that I feel cuts through me like a double edged knife,
That\'s just from the thought of not having you in my life!!
Why do I feel like this is all part of GOD\'s test?
I only wonder does he do this to all of the rest?
I love your touch, your hugs, your kisses and even your charm,
but most of all I love the feeling I get when you hold me in your arms!
Do you love the same things about me?
Or could it be that I am just plain crazy?
It is all so very comfortable with you and oh so easy...
...even though most of society would say...
\" She is just so sleazy!!\"
I know that you don\'t think so or care what they say,
But it hurts like hell when they look at me in that way!
I just have a couple more things to say,
Then I will put my tears and emotions away...
Could you so me just one small favor, please?
Then maybe it would help our pain to ease...
...No matter how much I love you and want you to stay,
DON\'T turn around and look back if you ever choose to run away!!!
You will always be my true best friend,
At least until our lives come to an end.
Just promise to remember this,
I will love you always and forever,
Even if we can never be completely together!!!!
