By you

You see your future and you wonder.
Wonder if you will make it there.
Then you start to take drugs.
The drugs kill you slowly.
But you don't care.
You want everything to go by quick.
You see away to kill yourself and you
take the opportunity to do it.
I tried to stop you.
But did you listen.
No, not my fault you died.
I tried to save you a lot.
Know I felt like I failed
It was fun being by you.
But now your long gone.
Away from me is so sad.
I can't live my life like this.
I could've stop you while you where alive.
So now I sleep in my bed wondering if you
can hear me.